What loneliness can eat from yourself

If there's a laugh

It's like jumping in joy

I wanna enjoy it, so hard

If there's an annoyed situation

I wanna ignore it, so hard

But like a thousand voices echoing inside my head

I can’t stop thinking

I can’t stop assuming

I can’t stop

What can I blame?

Who can I blame?

Am I really that worthless?

No matter hard I try

It’s always coming back

Because I am only human

Who has weaknesses

Who can’t avoid dramas

Who can’t avoid baggages

I am only human

Who needs whom I can assume my friends

Are they that coward?

Or am I that possesive?

Or that I don't have any friends?