this is too familiar

this is too familiar

these heartbreaks
it's like repeating the same pattern in reincarnation
over and over again
with the same ending
and when the bad times come
the pains attacking altogether
i hate myself for that
for letting the pains affecting me
but no, they don't need to know
how i cry
when i cry
where i cry
why i cry
they said family is all you have
when you have problems
in the form of your own family
or your own true friends
but no family here
they had already stated they aren't accepting
they don't and won't understand
no friends here
they are the same
with people
they don't understand
they won't